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Images from along the way
For Sila
A small collection of memories, favourite things, and little details that made me think of you.
Start exploringSoft things, quiet moments and small pieces of the world that somehow feel like you.
SEA LIFE Oberhausen
The drive back home in Aachen
Standing next to a river in Amblève with butterflies all around
TThe moment I saw your picture I knew I wanted to get to know you. Looking back at it was the start of something truly special.
Maastricht we were both so nervous in the beginning and yet it was amazing how beautifully we fit together.
The car made such a big difference for us. It gave us the freedom to travel anywhere we wanted and create so many beautiful memories together.
Amsterdam our anniversary trip. How magical it felt spending those days with you. I will forever cherish this memory.
I remember how much we wished we could spend New Year's together and how happy we were when we finally celebrated our first New Year's together. It truly felt like the beginning of a new chapter for us.
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My love,
I’m so sorry. I just got home and I’m in my room now, and I’ve just read the note you gave me. I want to start by saying how truly sorry I am for everything I did that hurt you. I’m sorry for the pain I caused you and for the moments when I made you feel unheard, unloved, or unimportant. That was never what I wanted, and I hate that I made you feel that way. I do not blame you for any of this. I’m proud of you for being honest with me and for making the hardest decision for yourself, even when it hurts. I’m grateful that you gave me the chance to understand how you feel. That means more to me than I can put into words, and I will always be thankful for the love you gave me, for the time we had, and for all the memories that will stay with me forever. I’m sorry if I ever made you feel like you had to fight to be seen by me. I’m sorry if I made you feel alone while being with me. I never wanted to be the reason for your tears or the weight that made your heart heavier. Reading your words hurt me deeply, but I respect them, and I respect you. I understand you, even if it came too late, and I wish I had understood sooner how much pain I caused.
You mean so much to me, more than I’ve ever managed to say properly. You’re my world, my luck, my comfort, and my favorite person, and I will always hold you close in my heart. If I failed to show that in the right way, then I’m sorry, because my feelings for you were always real. I’m sorry for the long response to your message. I wrote this at 3 a.m., and I wanted to make something special too. I don’t want to lose you, and I don’t think I ever truly could stop loving you. Even if things are changing, and even if life sometimes pulls us in different directions, please know that what we have is real to me and will always matter to me. I’ll always be grateful that you’re part of my life, and I’ll always care about you in a way that will never go away.
You are so precious to me, and I want you to be happy and surrounded by everything beautiful in this world. Thank you for loving me and for being honest with me and for being someone I will never forget. I love you and always will forever even when I’m a rotten corpse under 6 feet of dirt I still will.
Forever yours,
Ahmad